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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

It's been a long time.  As some would say- "uberlong".  It's hard to believe that it's already the middle/end of September!  Things are going wonderfully here at Wheaton!!  I've said it so many times  to most of you, but it really is a blessed year so far.  The summer was hard in a lot of ways, but I've been absolutely blown away by the grace God has been giving me and His restorative work in my life. 

My classes are wonderful, but I've been recently convicted of the need to put more work into them....hmmm

Chairing rocks and keeps me humble in ways I haven't really been before- probably the sweetest thing so far has been how it's brought me to my knees more than ever and I'm learning more and more that that's an awesome place to be

Super hott roommate that's running the marathon

Fabulous friends who God is continuosly using to grow me and encourage me....and make fun of me

A wonderful boyfriend.... yeah, he's awesome and I'm not really sure what he's doing with messed up me :)

The girls a watch in the afternoons are a bit harder this year, but I'm learning.... I hope...

 

Gotta go!  Love you guys!

 


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Currently Listening
Riot on an Empty Street
By The Kings of Convenience
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I posted this a while ago (made it private bc i make all old posts private to keep it clean for you guys).... this lesson I learned then has been taught and retaught in so many ways by the Spirit this summer.... I guess I'm a slow learner
 
 
Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Currently Reading
Most Moved Mover: A Theology of God's Openness (The Didsbury Lectures)
By Clark H. Pinnock
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“In order to bring out the truth of God’s rule over the world, the dynamic character of his nature and the openness of his loving relationships more effectively, myself and some colleagues offered the ‘openness of God’ model, so called because it was an appealing and unused term.  In it we portrayed God as a triune communion who seeks relationships of love with human beings, having bestowed upon them genuine freedom for this purpose.  Love and not freedom was out central concern because it was God’s desire for loving relationships which required freedom.  In a controversial move, we also envisaged God making a world, the future of which was not yet completely settled, again to make room for the input of significant creatures.”- Pinnock- "Most Moved Mover" p3

 

I started reading that book today during a study break.  I only got 5 pages into it, so I don't have much to contribute, but it's rather interesting.... and by interesting I mean liberal, which we all know I like.  I'll update you  on more later.... anybody know more about it (it being open theism)?

 

So, you know how you hear something all of your life and then suddenly the lightbulb goes off?  I had one of those the past few days, which is really cool.  I can see how the Spirit's been guiding me in a lot of things lately, and this is one of them.  There's this one thing/sin in my life that keeps coming back.  And I kind of have this fatalistic approach to it now because I thought I had overcome it thru God's grace(background- I spent the past year actively daily seeking God's help to overcome it and He really gave me strength) and then screwed up again last semester and it brought me to this point of anger.  I was angry because it just seemed like no matter what, I wouldn't overcome this, and part of it seemed like God's fault (it's complicated, but just roll with me on that).  And then I was reading thru Paul's teachings on the flesh and spirit (something we talked about in class- see previous post) and I realized that that's the beauty of this New Age of living in the Spirit.  That, in a way, I am trapped by this sin, that there's not much I on my own can do.  And while I was so angry because I felt like God kept telling me that I had to live up to this standard  of Christian living, all-the-while throwing my humanity in my face and laughing, I was missing the beauty of it.  The beauty of what Christ did and what it means to live in the Spirit.  I'm not a horrible Christian because of this sin.  This sin doesn't make God hold me at arms' length.  There's no way that I can overcome it on my own, but I will overcome it thru the Spirit.  As I seek the Spirit and seek to be molded more into Christ's image, this part of me that desires something not of God will be extinguished.  So, while it seems to me that to defeat this sin is absolutely impossible, it's not because I'm not doing this on my own.... He's sent the Spirit to enable me to do it......

 

So, there's my quick testimony with a lot of theological holes, but there we go.... :)

 

Peace

 

 


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Only one more day at home......


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Currently Reading
Albert Einstein : A Biography
By Albrecht Folsing
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These are just some great quotes from stuff I've been reading... and some that made me think:

 

"A man who takes away another man's freedom is a prisoner of hatred, he is locked behind the bars of prejudice and narrow-mindedness.  I am not truly free if I am taking away someont else's freedom, just as surely as I am not free when my freedom is taken from me,  The oppressed and the oppressor alike are robbed of their humanity."- Nelson Mandela

 

 

"No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion.  People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart that its opposite."- Nelson Mandela

 

 

"I would rather let all kinds of punishment desend upon me than learn to rattle something off by heart"- Albert Einstein

 

 

A Prayer: (by Dr. Gause)

"Forgive us as we try to build another tower of

     Nationalism and patriotism

     Americanized slogans,

     Irrepressible human spirit (which we confuse with the Holy Spirit)

     Universal fatherhood of God and universal brotherhood of man...

     Military might, cyclops cameras on every corner, in every lobby, and all the restrooms"

 

Article 9 of the Japanese Constitution (some of you politically aware, brilliant people probably already new this was part of their constitution, but I read it today and it blew me away):

"1.  Aspiring sincerely to an international peace based on justice and order, the Japanese people forever renounce war as a sovereign right of the nation and the threat or use of force as means of settling international disputes.

2.  In order to accomplis the aim of the preceding paragraph, land, sea, and air forces, as well as other war potential, will never be maintained.  The right of belligerency of the state will not be recognized."

 

 


Sunday, July 31, 2005

Currently Listening
Only With Laughter Can You Win
By Rosie Thomas
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Things I will never understand about my family:

1) Why we have a 3 car garage, but don't keep our cars in it.

2) Why my dad has enough tools and farm equipment (mostly from my grandfather) to run a small working farm and refuses to get rid of even one stray bolt (literally)..... therefore the barn and garage are RIDICULOUSLY full of crap

3) Why it's ok to leave papers and books strewn about everywhere (they're both profs), but if a shoe or jacket is left on the foyer rack it "looks messy"

4) Why we have this intense fear of brown recluse spiders when none of us know what one actually looks like

5) Why we're always looking for flashlights, but haven't bought one since the early 90s

 

ahhhh- family! :)



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